親愛的爸爸，您最近好嗎？我們好久沒說話了。是吧？想想，有多久了？好一陣子了吧。我最近不斷地回想，為什麼我們之間存在著沈默？我們什麼我們之間再也沒有任何對話？您是否覺得我沒有長成您所要的模樣，我辜負了您的期望？是否我想做的事和我正在做的事，您都不會首肯？
您知道嗎，一直以來我用盡一百分的努力，希望能達成您要的樣子，希望能讓您驕傲地看著我，嘴角漾起欣慰的微笑。但是漸漸地我發現，不論我再如何努力，我似乎永遠都沒有辦法變成那個一百分的樣子，我似乎永遠都不夠好，永遠在您的分數表上都不及格。我是多麼地努力，我做的每一件事都是希望能夠討好您，能夠得到您的一句「做得好」啊！
於是我不再努力了，爸，我不再把自己鑄成您要的樣子，我不再希望自己是您口中和心中那完美的子女，既然沒有任何事能夠直到永遠，我不想再為瞬間的光采而奮鬥，我不想再為分秒即逝的榮耀而汗揮如雨下。我選擇離開，離開您身邊，我不是您心目中想要的樣子，一切都太晚了，我放棄了一切，我再也回不去了。但是相信我，爸，我所做的任何事都是為了讓您為我驕傲；我的任何決定都是以您為第一考量；我最大的光榮就是您以我為榮……
但是這一切都毀了。您可知道我的心有多痛？您曾經是我心目中的英雄，現在看著沈默的您我的心好痛；我試圖不去回想，從前我倆一起渡過的時光；您似乎不再關心在乎我的所有，而我看著您離去的背影我只能選擇轉頭。您說出口的話如同潑灑出去的水一般收不回，您不了解您對我內心的傷害已如駟馬般難追。不要再沈默了好嗎，爸，我沒有想到這一切是這麼難，面對著您失望的眼神我剛要出口的話竟消逝無蹤，只因為我害怕您不了解……
爸，轉過頭來說說話好嗎？
專輯資訊：Simple Plan <No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls> 簡單計劃 - 沒有墊肩，沒有頭盔……只有蛋膽
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Simple Plan - Perfect
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things i wanna do?
'But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
(Chorus)
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's too late and
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
(Chorus)
Nothing's gonna change the that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand
(Chorus)x2
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